But now, as I'm primed for what might truly be the end of the road, one way or the other, I'm pretty sure I can't get through the next several weeks without expressing myself. In writing. Because that's how I do my best thinking.
I'd use my MacJournal (well, I will use my MacJournal for stuff I don't want to say here), but I feel a strange responsibility to post to the www on the off chance that doing so might help distract a fellow Infertile for a moment or two.
So, welcome to the blog. I'm starting an IVF cycle rightnow, and I plan to blow off a little steam here writing — candidly and honestly — about my struggle with infertility. I'll also link to resources I've found interesting and/or helpful along the way and pretty much lay bare my fears and frustrations with the IVF process (I am an ART newbie, btw) as they unfold.
- happily married
- history of uterine problems
- off BCP since late 2003
- seeking big-gun IF care since 2005
- on day 12 of the BCP cycle before IVF