October's path

Today in relevant history:

• 1987 — Knew my October AF was everything but normal. Couldn't begin to fathom that the things that do/don't grow inside my uterus would so profoundly affect not just that year, but the next 20+.
• 1995 — Married my sweetheart.
• 2000 — Knew I needed a second myomectomy.
• 2003 — Started TTC for our 8th anniversary.
• 2007 — "Skipped" our 12th anniversary because I was in the hospital for surgery that would allow us to try IVF.
• 2008 (that's today) — Hugged DH extra hard at 5:58 am when he whispered "Happy anniversary," then teared up when he added a soft "thank you."
  

Cycle status:

• Day 4 of stims.
• Feeling strong and not too stressed.
• Bloating is trying to start.
• Headache pops up about an hour before my shots each evening. (Can you say, "Hormone dip"?)
  
• Day 5 monitoring tomorrow.

Things I'm doing to help myself stay calm and focused:

• Staying ahead of my work.
• Listening to meditation CDs and music.
• Reading books.
  
• Watching movies.
• Flipping through magazines.
• Using the "good" lotions and potions.
  
• Going to twice-weekly acupuncture sessions.
• Soaking my feet nightly in warm water. (Gotta get that blood and good Qi moving!)
  
• Taking fistfuls of vitamins and supplements.
• Consuming IVF-/fertility-friendly foods.
• Drinking plenty of water.
• Getting enough sleep.
  
• Walking the dog (see photo for today's path).
  
• Cooking and baking.
• Consciously choosing positivity.
  
• Planning for an "IVF #3 failed" future.
• Trusting that an "IVF #3 worked" future is possible.