Friday, February 6, 2009

Nutshell goings-on

Hanging on, and in. Still flinging, but not as much. Feeling sad, mad, and nowhere near the glad.

Trying to make sense of everything that came before and everything still to come. Knowing what has come but not fully "getting" how we got here. Questioning. Answering. Surrendering. Accepting.

Reminding myself what's good. Seeking more of the same. Trusting we'll come out the other side. Getting up every day to give it another whirl.

It's hard.

Saturday morning chuckle: I noticed that nutshell also reads Nuts Hell. How unintentionally apropos. :)


Tiffany said...

I feel for you hun. Big giant hugs.

Tara said...

Sending you big hugs. Much love, my friend.

Lisa said...

You're in my thoughts. I care about you and how you're feeling and hope that healing is happening.

Ms Heathen said...

I can only imagine how hard it must be. Thinking of you.

Polly Gamwich said...

I know nuts hell ... and it's not a fun place.

I am thinking of you, and hoping you're able to fling or not fling to get through this difficult time.

big hugs ...